In the beginning, I was alone. I am not a social person. I rarely started a conservation with other people. I rarely told other what I feel or my opinion.
I am still the old self except I got a wife who know me better than myself.
In the beginning, I was a sensitive guy. My heart broke easily. My pride was high. I always over think what other think about me. I always scared to open my true self to other people.
I am still the old self except I open myself to my wife.
In the beginning, I attended the church for Him. Due to my personality, I did not have a lot of friends. I spent my time in church alone. I almost unable to find a friend to have a good conversation after service/meeting.
I am still the old self except over the years, I got some really close friends there, just a few but close.
In the beginning, I committed to start a small group to gather those who are not attending any. I wanted to serve God. I don't want to involved in any politics but I started to appreciate the role of church in small group teaching.
I am still the old self except I decided not and never depends on church anymore, not in money or in praise and worship materials.
In the beginning, God created the world. He was happy with all His wonderful creation. He gave us His image. We had the privilege to look after world.
He is still the old himself... with no exception.
In the beginning...
